I've never been anywhere cold as you,
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Every smile you fake is so condescending
i think you need more sleep.
8:44 PM
Doesn't Mean Anyting.,
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Yesterday was plain emo. Nuff said.
im a alicia keys fan anyways.
This beautiful city feels empty.
All the people in the world and you can still feel lonely.
What's the point of having it all without the person you love.
Sometimes you just need to start again in order to fly.
10:02 PM
cause things will change.,
Monday, February 1, 2010
can you feel it now?
like a bird with clipped wings. more independence but less freedom means im giving up mroe than what i (supposedly, if at all) gain.
went to see my doc today, the kind that dispenses medicine. randomly while walking home before going to camp, i realized that this self-serving, self graticious, (considerably) hedonistic life must go. yep feburary the month of birthdays and festivals seems to be a good time to start. with that said, it's not that most people's birthdays fall on feb but i think it's cos of the festive culture that people actually bother to celebrate more birthdays on feb before the enthusiasm wanes.
just a thought. (this post prolly didn't make sense to you unless you're me.)
this was something dalang said:
喜欢和爱的差别。喜欢可以很多人，但是爱只有一个。
aww. someting tells me im gonna miss this show.
i think i understood something.
underneath all these thick makeup and all the things i dress myself to be,
it's just me and a half-baked attempt to conceal my low self-esteem and a pathetic cry for your attention.
7:59 PM
we all have our own pollution.,
Friday, January 29, 2010
every once in a while my resolution wavers and i relapse into a past i want to avoid and forget. it's something difficult and i dunno how it will play out.
anyway, facebook is really a horrible tool that saps your energy and turns you into a stalker. i hate it. it's a love-hate bittersweet relationship actually.
so anyways i was walking down the memory lane and noticed that my hair grew shorter and shorter as days pass.
lmao.
and don't complain/ comment on iPad if you don't know anything/non apple fan/ dun even intend to get it. im sick of it.
o yah, today's the birthday of a friend of mine. also happens to be LAMBERT'S BDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
12:00 AM
she wants to go home.,
Monday, January 25, 2010
I ran for the first time in many days today.
But perhaps yesterday was way more eventful than today cos it had something to do with an article I read in the papers earlier last week by neil humphreys about how wonderful it is to be in singapore where one can ignore cries of pleas and rush past ignoring the weaker members of our society. (disclaimer this is not a xenophobic rant or anything just a mere observation)
Yesterday I saw for myself, 2 incidents that showed the ugly side of Singapore. No.1 was when we were aboard this crowded train. It was at Outram Interchange when as you know lotsa old folks boarded, and a 50+ year old man was guiding 2 old folks of about 70 yrs old at least to the centre of the carraige. Then like almost magically everyone's head slumped down and started to drift off to lala land. Damn epic seriously.
And most of them aren't even Singaporeans. Why are our people marginalized because we have wasted spaces on inconsiderate people like these is something I cannot fanthom. So anyway after about like 1/2 a stop later a woman's conscience started to prick her and she got up to give up her seat, seeing that the person beside her gave up her seat i guess the other woman had no choice but to give up her seat too.
That was episode 1.
Episode 2 was like less than 3 hours later, also on an MRT this time at Outram (OMG ALSO?) purple line, previously green. Somehow it was the peak season for our construction workers to go home in droves and so they decided to squeeze themselves into the train headed for punggol despite blaring announcements overhead declaring that the train was overcapacity and they had to wait for the next train. But did they relent? No, they pushed on like creeps in TD heading inside the train. as a result the train jammed in the station. for like almost 10 minutes apparently.
Cos i got onto the ooposite train headed for vivo then there wass this old lady narrating her horrible experience on how the same train apparently left the station minutes ago then started staling mid tunnel and stoned for a few minutes. everybody panicked cos there was not announcement or anything, and more whining about how lousy was the quality of service of the train providers ensued. then horrors of horrors the train started to gos stan and return back to outram ftw and that was when i reached the scene apparently so they definately have been stuck there for 10 minutes or so.
Tell me again, why is our rightful space so difficult for us to enjoy? please give more frequent trains
Definitely one of my favourite coverers on youtube totally love her voice and style. i like this version of tiktok waaaaaay more than the original. Found her through scouting for good paramore covers hahahaha
9:37 PM
Less than a month to go,
Friday, January 22, 2010
week 2 is a slight difference from week one cos people are no longer treating u nice like a newbie, but it's okay i guess.
wants to watch valentine's day with taylor swift being one of the many other reasons. her new song is #1 on us itunes currently, today was a fairytale. toobad evil youtube clamping down on uploaders so i'll just have to show it here another time when i find one. the full version dam hard to find.
anws something is happening to me and i hate it. why am i relapsing? make up your mind. and stop being so obstinate. both of you.
12:05 AM
讨厌,
Monday, January 18, 2010
this is why i hate leewei/he yan feng ttm. hes like a subpar jacob black, both of whom strangely reminds me of... __. something that irks me.
11:13 PM